I'm having a hard time going back to sleep.
I need to get up early for work in like 4 hours from now. :(

It's midnight now.
Please.... I just need some more sleep before I work myself to exhaustion.

Well incoming English rambling I suppose:

So there are a few things that are holding me back regardless of improving my art in traditional and digital style; 2D and 3D wise and I need to get them out if my way before I can progress.

The first is my old YouTube channel supersaiyan13100
https://www.youtube.com/user/supersaiyan13100
Been up for over 10 years and was pretty much dead for like the last six years until roughly six months ago.
All that I do there is just upload random game soundtracks (and a couple other things)+

+I did that out of sheer boredom during my High School days as a "side hobby".
Now I'm starting to remember why I left it all these years:
I don't have that same level of patience like I used to and it's wasting more of my time than ever before.+

+I'm currently uploading "Jak and Daxter: The Precursor Legacy" OST whenever I can. Once all the tracks are up
I. Am. Done.
I will leave that channel forever and never come back. I don't care what anyone says.

Second is regards to my Demon's Crest VRC6 Famitracker cover projects. I am really close to finishing the whole entire thing.
Just need to do two more and that's it then I will make some tiny changes here and there while rechecking the whole thing.
Upload in one video and voila.+

+And find a suitable picture to go along with it. Either I will make myself one or just use the title screen.
Whatever works when the time comes I guess.

Third is I wanted to start doing a Tool-assisted speedrun (TAS) of Shrek 2 for the Gamecube.
(Sadly not the PS2 version for the moment.)
I've been watching a couple speedrun videos (in any% and 100%) in the past due to childhood nostalgia and how much fun I had when it was first+

+released back in 2004. Plus seeing how broken the game is.. is honestly intriguing to me. If no one else has done it yet I want to be the one to do it.
Or join in if someone already did but either gave up or they got real busy with life.+

+ I already got a suitable version of Dolphin (Emulator) to work on with but I want to use the latest one that is capable of working frame by frame. Maybe I will find it when I can.

Fourth: I wanted to convert a few midi tracks to Super Mario 64.
Back in the late 2000s I had an interest on learning how to create custom music (mainly video game covers) to Super Mario World but due to how easily distracted I get and I cannot sit still I eventually gave up.+

Recently I nearly had an obsession to convert as many tracks to N64 Super Mario 64 but that was just my trying different things and I honestly don't want this to take over my life just like all those years ago.
(Side note: I also wanted to create a SMW hack back then and a +

+ SM64 hack as well but like I mentioned before I don't have THAT mich patience. Even still to this day).

Fifth:
I wanted to make a video with ALL my old covers from 2011- early 2014 (that I STILL have) back when I was under a different username. It was originally to be up on the first of April but unexpected things happened and my plans don't usually work well anyway.+

+ it will take me a while but soon I will make sure all will suffer the same pain as I did (or enjoy. I don't know).

That's pretty much it for now. I spent an hour typing up this thread and I hope I don't have to repeat it ever again.

Thank you for taking on reading this mess and I bid you all a good day, afternoon, evening or night!
(I'm so tired)