TW// Eating disorder

Not to toot my own horn
But today marks 3 years and 6 months since I officially PHYSICALLY recovered from my eating disorder,
It was such a scary and long journey and NGL I STILL to this day struggle
But I had @kirstin as a light during the whole thing

I can't explain in words how much @kirstin helped me through this , she was the reason why I initially started recovery ! And through the years of it she got me through it !

And she still does to this day
Keep me strong and reminds me that IM not alone

:(

TW// eating disorder
When I was at my lowest with my ED I was told I wouldn't make it to my 16th birthday if I kept going the way I was
And that I wouldn't live to see 18 at all
But I did it! my 18th birthday I got this tattoo of @kirstin 's handwriting of the famous words that-

Helped me through so much , because , I was here , I was HEALTHY , happy and safe ! Because of her !!

Then last year 2019 I got two tattoos to signify her EP , because let me be honest that EP has gotten me through oh so much

But there's something more special - @kirstin

About the something real one ,
See the hand was based off kirstins , the hand is her and the wilting rose close to falling apart is me , but @kirstin held up the rose just as it was about to fall -

TW// eating disorder

This signifies the fact I was so close to loosing my life to such a horrible disease and disorder but kinda like a super hero , Kirstin inspired me to get the help I do DESPERATELY needed @kirstin

I really suck with words so I don't make sense

But this mile stone wouldn't of been possible without her being the reason I initially got the help !!

But wow 3 years and 6 months of PHYSICAL recovery
I turn 20 soon ...
Crazy @kirstin I owe so much to you

And this necklace that I wear every single day to signify that ,

@kirstin has one too
Because none of it would of been possible without her

And that's why I freaked out so much when she was wearing this necklace