i had my first ever heterosexual sex dream last night and it was honestly traumatic I wont lie

Maaaan Ive been constantly going back and forth between thinking im bisexual or thinking im a full blown lesbian and after that??? im really thinking i might just be gay

ive only ever done anything sexual w women before so maybe i needed to dream that shit for me to realize it aint for me LMAOOO Literally the most disgusting shit everdude I was uncomfortable and panicked through out the entire dream and woke up feeling GROSS it was too real

I remember in the dream after it was over I made him drive me to a store and buy me a plan b pill because i was disgusted and terrified of getting dream pregnant DJSGKJDSGHJ like I was genuinely having a panic attack while asleep

Literally nothing grosses me out more than the thought of being pregnant. Like no hate to the mommas out there but that could never be me. imagine wanting a dude to spray parasites into ur body, then having to incubate one while ur body changes and then it RIPS ITSELF OUT??SGSDG?

I sound like one of them r/childfree weirdos but im just saying that shit is fucking disgusting and terrifying. I couldnt handle it if that happened to me like my life would be OVER