It was awfully late, but I finally paid my rent. It wasn& #39;t because I was broke or anything, but I was just holding the money... just in case.

Paying it just feels like I& #39;m finally facing my fears of scarcity. I reasoned that it& #39;s not healthy to worry about running out of necessities if I get kicked out of my own home.

And here& #39;s the thing - I& #39;m not even low on supplies at all. I have more than enough. I should be grateful - I have a home, food, an actual paying job, and company at home- but it& #39;s been a feeling that I haven& #39;t been able to shake off

So yeah - this thread is to let everyone know that it& #39;s ok to feel anxious about what& #39;s going on at this time but also to not spiral too far into it.

Try to not get caught up in the cult of productivity that& #39;s being circulated around social media - you dont need to lose 10kg, achieve clear skin or do that course if it makes you feel like you& #39;re on the edge.