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in all honesty twitter intimidates me to the point I think so many times before posting a tweet. I am for some reason really scared to say something, seeing how some people react to small mistakes or even as simple as ghost tweeting someone. it& #39;s scary.
if someone tweets anything like "oomf annoying" or "can oomf shut up" , even if it& #39;s not meant for me, it screams at me saying I& #39;m the one, and I end up deleting tweets and going on a hiatus. especially with my history with social anxiety, it& #39;s not helping at all.
so I really can& #39;t imagine how scared some people would be if they get that hate in a large number. even if they truly feel that they did a mistake and owned up to it. I guess it& #39;s just how the internet works, you can& #39;t stop anyone from saying what they want.
sometimes it can only do more harm than good. I remember when I got bullied by a gc for a simple reason, but I couldn& #39;t even stand up for myself and asked a friend to help me, that& #39;s how terrible my self confidence is. it& #39;s really scary and I want it to change.
this is the very first time I& #39;m tweeting as me, without any facade, without thinking through and just tweeting what I think, rambling in other words. I don& #39;t know why I& #39;m doing this but I hope this thread helps you understand how scary twitter can be sometimes
especially to people with different cultures, it& #39;s really intimidating. it& #39;s scary how the language I use, the way I type, the tweets I post has always been influenced by others on this app and what people think about me. I want to throw that away.
