ok i know this is out of now where but i've been thinking about it a lot... I don't care for labels, i wish i could just ignore identity but the whole concept is stressing me out so i think i'm just gonna come out and call myself nonbinary... I always kinda felt like i couldn't -

- call myself that because i present as pretty feminine atm... which is stupid i know, but i do have moments of gender dysphoria... i don't know it comes and goes, i've always wished i was born a man, i don't feel right in this female body most of the time, which has -

- been a really issue for me, but i've never wanted to label it. I never wanted anything to feel solid cause i don't feel solid in anything, but i realise that's largely the point of labels like nonbinary or genderfluid, so i think that i do find some comfort in, as much as -

- i hate the word, "identifying" with it. i hope this doesn't sound patronising, it's my own issues, i don't expect anyone to feel the same. My pronouns, are as they've always been, whatever you wish to call me. as i've said it doesn't bother me i don't give labels much -

- power for myself... i like masculine terms like 'dude' a lot, i don't care about being called she/her though at all, so don't worry about misgendering me. sorry to make a long thread but i just felt the need to say this. i hate making serious posts so ... ugh... cock idfk