the stuff I’m about to share is 100% real and I hope you can respect this, no this is not another unfunny joke or smth, I’m being honest.
At the moment, I’m not in the best state mentally, this has caused a break in my content obviously, I’ve gone more quiet than I once was.

I feel my personality has changed a bit, that’s because I’m dealing with a lot at the moment, being honest, I’m struggling with depression. I want people reading this to realise that if they are depressed, that this can affect anyone, you aren’t stupid or anything for feeling

like this, I’m still and always have been struggling with a lot from stuff I have yet to just get over in my younger years. smth really bad happened during mid January and that’s why I’ve kinda stepped away from a lot of stuff, this has caused a lot for me

I’m not gonna get too deep into this, but I’ve suffered with anger problems from a youngish age, I mean, tech destruction has always been a stress reliever, ngl. I’m dealing with a lot as a person rn.

then obviously depression has kicked off and anxiety as well as a few other things associated with depression.
Again, this is why I’ve kinda stepped away from YouTube and will probably continue to do so over this year.
I probably will eventually become distant from the internet

And social media for a few days, to kind of go help myself as a person and to overcome this, especially when the coronavirus stuff has blown over a little and just take a break and do over things in life
basically,if I randomly disappear from the internet entirely for a few days

I’m ok, but I’m taking a break because of things like depression, I’ll still be lurking lol.

if you look over my last few tweets from a few weeks ago, it is real, I feel like mentally I have this cloud over my real thoughts and feelings causing my happiness to only be extremely temporary..

my happiness lasts for a little while, then it just goes back to feeling depressed...
it’s caused a lot of mental breakdowns and it’s just not a nice feeling...
Never thought this is something I’d have to go through, unfortunately it is.

^ I feel like this thread explains why I’ve been distant from being a content creator, as well as mental health, I can’t go into detail about a lot of stuff so you’ll have to just take a general idea from this.