(1) Doing scripture study and my quad fell open to this page with only this marked. My late mom studied her scriptures by letting them fall open to a page and this scripture felt like her and Heavenly Father speaking to me. I have A LOT of trauma going on in my life; from being

2- being fired for my disabilities last year, to denied for SSDI 3 times, failed back surgery and diagnosed with 40+ disabilities, raped over 20 times in my life, being abused my whole life, a traumatic car accident last year where my truck was totaled and insurance refused to..

3-pay for damages totaling over $10k so I have had to pay $400 a month for a totaled truck in my driveway I can’t fix. The accident caused immense ptsd on top of my already deep CPTSD, I couldn’t drive for months and still have panic attacks. My job was in the auto industry...

4-I lost my long term disability insurance cus of a dr who wrote a wrong date and refused to change it even when I went to the director of the HOSPITAL. I have accumulated over $300k in medical debt WITH amazing insurance in just over 2/3 years. I can’t file bankruptcy, not an..

5-option for me. I lost thousands I didn’t have to a horrible tenant I had to rent my home out to (when I was fired and had to move in with fiance) and she left me with thousands in just unpaid utilities, tens of thousands in repairs to the house. She only paid $580 in court.

6-my mortgage company won’t give me deferments, my student loans I have no degree for won’t give me any, I was kicked out of school when I had back surgery (3 times), I lost my mom in 2015 to medical malpractice/sexism. Any little thing that reminds me of her keeps her memory..

7-alive. I have forgotten her voice, what it was like to hug her, but I can keep her alive other ways. And this scripture made me cry. This thread is long and doesn’t incorporate everything that’s happened but I needed to share. #HearHim #LDS