+DISENCHANTED THREAD (Very Personal POV)+
I used to have a best friend not so long ago, he made me really happy for months and months, and actually was the person I cared the most about. In December he started growing apart, until he decided to cut off with me in late January. ++
This dude, he was literally the sun in my lifen as I said, probably the reason I didn't change school in first place. He started ignoring me, and finally told me after many, many questions of mine that he never cared about me, and spent his time with me because i seemed pitiful++
Long story short, his friendship with me was all just a lie. Everything. Every single hug he gave me, every single "i miss you", everything. I never actually got over him even though I pretend I did (im probably doing it for myself) and I still think about him a lot... ++
So, what does this have to do with Disenchanted?
-the song is (if i remember correctly) about the final moments of a person's life. In this case the "disenchantment" is me finding out he lied to me all along.
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-"If I'm so wrong, how can you listen all night long" I kinda think of this as a "why did you build and keep up such a lie, pretending to love me?"
-"Will it matter after I'm gone?" This, to me, means "will you remember of me when I'll be no longer here?"
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-The chorus: "And if you think that I'm wrong, this never meant nothing to you" it means what it means. He never cared about me, since he was just pretending. When I argued with him over the matter, I told him how hurt I were, and why. He said I was wrong, that's basically it ++
So yeah, i relate on a very deep emotional level to Disenchanted because the person I cared the most about chose to make me suffer. And no, I do not listen to the song because I want to suffer. I want to remember what he did to me. End of thread ๐Ÿ’”
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