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At this moment, he covers his fears with anger. when he saw him with that kid, the first thought in his mind "do you still love him?". when he came back, he asked and his fears are escalating when he lied to him. He try to provokes him by saying words that will hurt
him just the way he hurts when he lied to him. He try to initiate a fight, he almost begged him to fight back, to hurt him back but he doesn't. "Why?" he thought. He try to assures him that he has nothing to do with that kid. He promised he will never see him again
The sad thing is, he trusts him still but just barely. Then he asked if that kid still affects him and it feels like the world is collapsed when he doesn'ta answer his question. He begged him to deny everything he said, everything anything and he will forget about this.
He will believes whatever he said just to assure that he still loves him. That he will never leaves him. He tried his best not to cry, not to show his weakness, his fears. He doesn't want to lose him. When he said he loves him with all his heart, he is not upset that he lied to
him anymore, he is more devastated that he barely trusts his words. "Why are you avoiding my question?" "Why are you silent?" "What is that kid to you?" "You still love him, don't you?", all these thoughts playing in his head. When he said how can he believe someone that
can't answer a simple question, he meant it. He has the nerves to said that kid's name in their home, their love nest, theirs. He hates that kid for tainting their heaven with just a name. He needs to go. He doesn't want to face the truth that he may lose his love.
