Halo misi mau numpang syedi karna tau di sini masih "aman" dan gada yang baca kalopun ada gabakal ngerti HAHAH jadi scroll aja ya sumpah plis ini gapenting bener bakal ngabisin kuota doang

Petty banget gasih, crying over little things?

Capek ya, harus jadi the bigger person. Yang berjuang sendiri, yang ngerelain kebahagiaan diri sendiri demi ngeliat orang lain bahagia, yang putting other people first before their own selves

Iya emang kemauan sendiri kok, tapi jujur semua orang juga punya bates. Idk how many time orang2 ngelewatin bates itu, tapi tetep aja ga berubah?

Padahal berkali2 encourage other people buat speak up and tell them how you feel what you feel what you want, tapi tetep aja sendirinya pengecut, sendirinya ga dengerin nasehat sendiri

In the middle of writing this, I made a decision to mengabaikan my anxiety and just did whatever the fuck I want. Soalnya kalo ga gitu emang gabakal maju

HAHA moody ya tiba2 gini, tapi yaudah. If they don't wanna get out of their comfort zone, im gonna be the first one to try and make myself grow. I dont give a fuck if you feel left out because YOU left me out so

I'm really trying to be someone braver AND to not give a single fuck. Tenang aja, gabakal gua doain yang jelek2 kok, in the end we're all gonna succeed in our own way. Sekarang sih lagi bete banget, jadi yang gua rasain cuma "fuck you and your coward-ass"

Ini paling cuma bertahan hari ini doang, or tomorrow. i still love you i guess. But yeah for once I wanna be petty and ignore all of y'all because you are a selfish bitch and both of you guys are cowards

I'm being too mean im sorry tapi ayolah jing usaha anjrit kaga ade usaha2nya gua liat

Ya Allah julid banget takut maafin ya:(

Yok bismillah aja dulu selalu mulai dengan bismillah, usaha yang bener, sisanya serahin aja

Anjrit kan moody banget tiba2 langsung anxious lagi mikirin what will happen tomorrow:(((((

And now I wanna cry

Tapi gapapa yu bisa yu bisa lah elah sehari doang kok anjrit jangan cengeng bisa lah

I just reread this and I already feel bad about them:)))))) im sorry tapi harus gini kalo ngga gue yang sakit fak

This thread will be deleted in idk days i guess