anybody els too depressed to function and get out of bed or do work or eat and the only thing keeping u going is a stupid game with cartoon animals with fruit or is it just me xD lmao ha ha xD

i dont like posting negativity on main but im basically just a mess all the time the past two weeks

I literally cant function lately, i sit down to work and i just cant even get myself to lift my pen. I just end up laying down and feeling tired no matter what i do nothing helps

Im so tired of feeling like this, i just want to feel ok and be able to focus and do my work and do studies and do my projects but i just end up...not even able to get out of bed to brush my teeth

And i see other people producing tons of work and i just like. Hate myself right now...i painted joker for 10 hrs in a manic fit and now im just crashing