My mom passed away yesterday at 61
She had been battling a drug addiction for the last 28 yrs
Her heart finally gave out
I have imagined this happening since I was 12yrs old. I am still in shock.
I sat with her until they took her away.

She has traumatized me once again. I cannot begin to explain the trauma she caused me over the yrs. From all the things a child should never have to witness when it relates to their mom. She helped me get sober 10 yrs ago for my own kids, but not in the way y

You'd expect. I knew the pain of having a mom addicted, I knew the hurt of feeling like why am I not enough, so I got help for my babies. Idk why I am writing this,therapeutic I suppose. I had just seen her on her B-day 4/5 I put my anger aside

Brought her flowers, and a cake. I imagined getting this call so many times that I thought I'd be prepared but I wasn't. I was beside myself with anger, disbelief, and grief. I probably will take a little twitter break as I clean up her apartment and make a

Arrangements. Even if you are angry with a family member, hug them and tell them you love them. When their gone their gone.