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It’s crazy when u wake up one day & remember the ppl & the moments u thought u couldn’t live without them. How it broke ur heart to leave, how u cried & even begged. It’s like a sour taste in ur mouth, shame & disappointment to have ever made someone feel that important.
It’s like throwing up in ur mouth that’s how disgusting that feels. To look back on how much u cried & they did nothing or even turned u away or laughed. Like it stroked their ego to look at u in such a state over worthless ass them. Its crazy bc u never look at them the same.
U start to hate who they were & what they mean to u. I start to look at them like the enemy rather than the person u thought was, before anything, ur friend. The let down, the disappointment, the betrayal, the lack of apologies and support. Like how could u love someone so cold?
Then u wake up one morning & think of them & all of a sudden u don’t feel love for them anymore u don’t feel pain anymore. U feel disgust & a little bad bitch starts to sneak up in u like wtf was i thinking? Who tf did he think he even was? He begged to be w/ me not the other way
around. I gave in bc he was consistent then when he got me it gassed him. He pulled a bad bitch & forgot I’m still that mf!! & when it’s all said & done & u step back in ur power & realize it wasn’t u who was worthless it was him, he will call & act confused & tell u, u gave up
on him. But only when he’s ready to stop playing those games w/ u. Only when he sees u are moving on. Sis don’t fall for that bs don’t fall for that ego of his! Tell him “whenever you miss me remember u had me & i wasn’t enough” dont give him another chance don’t strike his ego
for him. Leave him in the dust & rise up as the whole fire that u are. This generation has a habit of making us think we need to suffer w/ a man first before we reach happiness & I’m here to tell u this ain’t that. There’s someone who will love u like no other man ever could. &
that person is YOU!! & once u reach that level of self love the right man will come in & SHARE YOU “WITH” YOU! It’s time we stop allowing this shitty behavior from men bc they haven’t dealt with their inner demons. Show him ur still that fine lil thang he tried so desperately to
bag!! U aren’t the problem. U aren’t too complicated or hard to love. Ur feelings matter. Ur heart matters. YOU matter. & don’t let nobody’s raggedy ass son who half way loves u make u feel like somethings wrong w/ u. It’s him sis & u deserve better. NEXT!!
--NOTE TO SELF 
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