I& #39;m not motivated by money or success I& #39;m motivated by the desire to not work. yes it& #39;s a mental illness.

any money I earn is earned simply to prolong the amount of time I have until I next have to work. it& #39;s awful in here

what& #39;s even the point of being alive when you live in an socio-economic system entirely based around work and you& #39;re laden with a & #39;can& #39;t work won& #39;t work& #39; psychology.... I wish I was normal