Looking at the movement restrictions for #COVID19au in NSW it is horrible for people who live alone. Unless we are exercising we can’t have visitors, we can’t do much of anything for human contact. I’ve waved at dear friend who’ve dropped of toilet paper to me from my gate.

Medication I take has made me immune compromised. I take that medication because other wise my health would be worse. I will lose friends over the restrictions for people travelling to see their families and to go to their holiday houses. I accept that. And I’m in my Teensy home.

I have my dogs, they’re wonderful, but I really miss human interaction. Never thought I’d ever say that. The longer people search for loopholes to travel to see their family unnecessarily the longer I’m shut in.
There are so many people who find loopholes and it’s hurtful.

I was okay, now I’m not right now. I will be okay again. It hurts when people surrounded by people they love don’t understand that solo living in these times isn’t easy. I have no choice right now to see the people I live because they aren’t family or my partner.

I’m enjoying hearing life happen while I’m talking to my colleagues for work. Children are loving their parents being at home. Pets are leaping into frame during serious discussions. Never resent your life being visible. It’s time to have everything smushed together.

Tomorrow will be a different day. I may have to go out to the post office and buy some bread.
I’ll be okay. I just want to hug all my friends. I’m not a big hugging person, but I really want to right now.