like i remember every frustration every pain i have ever felt back in college everytime i felt like i wasn't enough?? na i should do more?? or maybe i should do less?? and the jealousy my goodness, it's such a toxic trait

so now i know why i'm single. lol which is just fine

ya know cause if what i get in return is pain and agony and frustration and stress?? nako ok na ko ganto i get to eat what i want do what i want decide for myself and then prioritize (sometimes hehe) the really important things in life. lol

wala pala yung first part of this thread hahaha which is basically when i was taking a shower this morning i realized how intensely i get affected over a relationship im not even part of (or a relationship I DONT EVEN KNOW LOTS OF PARTS OF!!!) kaya ako single. ayon. hahahah