Whenever I see musicians complaining their release is a fiasco, I pity them. Not for the alleged failure but for the attitude.

With it no one can be satisfied, ever.

I remind myself every day Iā€™m not entitled to success, just the work. Which I should enjoy, otherwise why do it.
Anyone else than me liking or even loving my music is a huge bonus that makes composing an even more happy experience.

But even without the external confirmation I always know I did a great job ā€“ otherwise I wouldnā€™t have released the music to public.

Making music is joy and
giving it to people is an enjoyable adventure.

Yesterday I released a new album, unplanned and unexpected by anyone incl. myself.

Today, in the morning, Iā€™ve checked the sales and found out during the 11 hours itā€™s been out nobody bought it. Not a single soul.

How did it feel?
It felt great! I laughed with joy and relief and then I pulled it out.

Why? For several reasons.

First, itā€™s great one canā€™t take fan loyalty for granted. Having additional motivation to outdue yourself is a gift.

Second, the album was still just mine and I could do whatever I
wanted to do with it.

These last two days were hectic. I hurried to have the album released ASAP after the Easter. Because for me itā€™s the best hymn of the holiday, life and this strange period anyone has made so far.

But I rushed it and I knew it. I made mistakes:

I found out
the limit for a track on BC is 600 MB. My 51+ min 24-bit master didnā€™t fit. I downsampled it, it sounded much worse but I used it anyway.

I chose wrong cover art. For me the boys with rattles were perfect, for the rest of the world it might have been confusing.

I skipped analog
mastering I always do. It would have highly benefited this recording, a combo of DAD and AAD, but my haste harmed it.

So...

Iā€™ve been re-mastering it since this early morning, using a combination of tape decks back and forth to pleasantly degrade it and warm the recording up.
Iā€™ve made a better, merrier, universally understandable cover art feat. my son; compare the two under this tweet.

The album is still imho the best soundtrack for these times so Iā€™ll re-release it later today *when itā€™s finished*.

And if no one buys it? šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø Iā€™ll still love it. šŸ˜‰
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