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Thanks to corona I basically descended into relative irrelevancy due to absence.
Barely being able to talk and escaping into games and VR while trying my best to function at work.
Barely being able to talk and escaping into games and VR while trying my best to function at work.
I mean it's completely fair given I just can't get to talk the way I used to, do the way I used to or just be there the way I used to, be productive the way I should be. It's a damn shame, it makes me sad and I'm partially sorry for how things are from my end of things.
I mean you know me. I'm there and I love you. I try my best to preach, live and share love, positivity and compassion. But it's an absolute difficult task to kinda get it out of nowhere in the current situation I, and most of us, are in right now.
It's not necessarily my fault, I know that. And nobody can or should be positive and happy at all times and situations. But this whole thing is just especially bad and sad and I'm trying so hard to not break down at home every single day.
This isn't the usual kind of thread but you know I keep it real with y'all and try to make sure you guys know and see what's going on. I love every single one of you with a passion and care that is hard to grasp and while I shouldn't be sorry, I just am so sorry ...
... that I don't manage to be strong enough to be on the giving and helping side of things during this situation and instead am on the other end. But that happens. That is life. And I can't thank you enough for you continued support, care and love most, if not all of you give me.
Why do I keep rambling about it? I don't know. I kinda just need it because I tend to shy away from these topics as it's rare I even feel like this and I barely even know how to deal with it. And additionally I just don't want others to worry about it, but that's unhealthy, too.
Well I suppose closing it off, just a big thank you.
I love you. And we can get through this. I know we can.
I love you. And we can get through this. I know we can.
