I started off this quarantine really bad, crying every day, then I got better- I was hopeful and happy, but now I feel like I'm just slowly slipping back down into complete depression where I struggle to eat, clean, work...
Is that normal. Shouldn't it be the opposite?

I was doing okay but now it's just like..... I am slowly caring less about everything, everyone is out there enjoying zoom meetings and stuff and I just sit in bed all day, or try to work and fail at it. Frustrating and embarrassing

At this point the only reason I'm eating my food at all is because if I don't it'll go bad. sigh