i& #39;m thinking about isak and his struggle to be comfortable with himself and i& #39;m emo rn. like he definitely knew he was gay in season 1 but was in deep denial. there& #39;s no way he didn& #39;t know how he felt about jonas because of what he did to eva/their relationship--

and it& #39;s like particularly upsetting to see him dating sara because i just know he was forcing himself to date her. he was trying so hard to be like his friends but he *knew* deep down that it wasn& #39;t right. that he doesn& #39;t like women--

by the time we see him in season 3, i think he was starting to feel so worn down by pretending? which i totally relate to bc i struggled for a long time pretending to be someone i wasn& #39;t--

isak didn& #39;t just accept himself overnight because even showed up. he had been struggling for awhile?? but he was just so tired and couldn& #39;t ignore the intense feelings he had for even--

idk what the point of this thread is other than being annoyed when people don& #39;t seem to see the character development isak went through before his season. he knew he was gay for a while. it just took even coming into his life for him to stop denying it.