Yknow I'm a bleeding heart optimist and I always will be, it's in my nature, but. Its. Hard to not get fucking pissed at the world, and at the universe, bc I know so many good, fantastic, loving, wholesome, kind people who are struggling and they don't deserve that.

And I know the universe doesn't... it doesn't deal in what people deserve, its not horribly just and righteous like I'd like to believe it could be. But like. If there's any higher energy out there I really hope they give the people I love (and everyone honestly!!) a fuckin break