Isolation is fucking with me hardcore because my pre-existing condition of being flaky as fuck due to anxiety and depression is making it impossible for me to have any significant connections to any other people.
Like I want to talk to people but I just feel so fucking boring and I don&
#39;t have anything to say so I can&
#39;t really carry a conversation. I&
#39;m fucking drowning of loneliness and my brain is stabbing holes in my life preserver.