lan xichen my neurodivergent baby who takes things at face value and wants to believe the best in the world and is genuinely shocked and horrified when people do bad things

i know this is a "lwj autistic" truther space but i would also like to say. lxc autistic

they are different kinds of autistic bc shockingly there is a spectrum and people can b different but they are both autistic

think a lot abt that cql scene where he directly compares his relationship w jgy to wangxian n basically is like "u believed in him no matter what so why cant i trust the one i love"

lwj struggling not to list all the reasons why this is Different but he cant rly bc all his reasons boil down to his personal observations of and trust in wwx and thats precisely lxc's point n its so moving n also just. they are both gay autistics who found Their Person

its just heartbreaking that lxc's person turned out to be rly evil

idk if this thread all flows together actually but it does for me