ive a rly hard time doing Diff Themed Stuff in a day n to get work done I have to more or less cut out w/e interest I have goin on or im all consumed so ive been kind of detached for a few months from hs but i had this big project i started up in nov n i miss hanging around : (

last year during the summer i spent literally 95% of my time thinking/drawing/talking homestuck and like i Needed that to simply just get by at the time bc of my living situation and while i dont wanna go back to being all consumed i would like to participate more again

but rn i need to focus on work and i just. cannot emphasize how hard it is for me to like. restrain myself from letting my interests take over my life especially when im the one structuring it. so im kinda. ah.

i dont know what this thread is i just needed to put this out there. wish i could focus on several things at once. but my brain just goes noooo its this and ONLY this. u _ u all this to say idk how much or little i will be around, but if im gone, this is why