I really wish I& #39;m the oldest child, so I can have some few years to myself, spend money for myself, without having to take responsibilities for anything or my family https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đŸ€—" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face"> not to be ungrateful, I just feel like I wanted some more time for me to enjoy my own hardwork
I& #39;m not ready to take care of family matters and having my own hard earned money being used to take care of other people,
I& #39;m so selfish to think about this but what can I do I just envied my sis
Imagine having like 6 years just enjoying your own money, I haven& #39;t even fully reached a year and my dad has been throwing me with negativity like "I think the company I& #39;m working is goung to close soon and I will not have any job any more"
I& #39;m the worst child but what can I do?
My sis is already having a family and she didn& #39;t work anymore, my bro isn& #39;t in a high paying job
I already take care of the house (like foods, electricity, and internet)
I& #39;m basically the only one my dad can rely to
I didn& #39;t even know my future, like I& #39;m working freelance right now, it is kinda high paid but I work really hard and it& #39;s still kinda unstable, I& #39;m so tired
I& #39;m the youngest child but I take care of everything
2020 is so shitty idk anymore, I have been very stressed the whole 2020
Also despite all my hardwork, my dad still say "she didn& #39;t work" to his friend, like I know he said it not in a bad way but it still hurts a lot
Also he once said that I& #39;m an ungrateful child and he said he raised me why am I so ungrateful, he said I& #39;m the worst child, etc

Just for your concern I didn& #39;t ask to be born, if I can be unborn I will be so happy to https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="đŸ€—" title="Hugging face" aria-label="Emoji: Hugging face">
I& #39;m just so tired of all of this
I& #39;m sorry for this thread Idk where else to say all of this, I can& #39;t tell my family, I don& #39;t want to bother my friends

Twitter is my run away from reality place so I& #39;m sorry Pensive face

I& #39;ll delete the thread once I feel better
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