I spent the first 20 years of my life alone
From my self, my family, from everyone.I remember crying in first grade because I had no friends
I got good at being alone. You have to.But It changes you to be like that.There is a quietness and a distance to it that touches your soul
From my self, my family, from everyone.I remember crying in first grade because I had no friends
I got good at being alone. You have to.But It changes you to be like that.There is a quietness and a distance to it that touches your soul
For the first time last year, I knew what it meant to not be alone.
It was only a moment, a few months, but that was half my life.
And then that moment was gone.
It was only a moment, a few months, but that was half my life.
And then that moment was gone.
Somehow, in that moment, I forgot everything I knew about how to be alone. The cold was gone. I was alive, for once.
And now... I am alone again. Now I have to remember how to be alone. It& #39;s not hard, like it once was, but it& #39;s painful. It was never painful before.
And now... I am alone again. Now I have to remember how to be alone. It& #39;s not hard, like it once was, but it& #39;s painful. It was never painful before.