4.13.2020
you’re scared of yourself
people who act like you
it scares you. you can’t handle it. you struggle to embrace it. it overwhelms you. why?
you’re scared of yourself
people who act like you
it scares you. you can’t handle it. you struggle to embrace it. it overwhelms you. why?
she reflects me in a way that’s scary. i’m scared of myself. the power, the assurance, the energy is scary. it’s the confidence, the reassurance, the love, the energy. it’s a lot. i feel pain. i want to reserve myself. i want to run. i want to hide. i want to cry. i’m overwhelmed
i wanted someone just like me. i just asked three days ago. well here we are. here she is.
i’m crying because i chose me. closed a cycle. but now i’m finding me. i thought choosing myself was hard and painful? well, finding me is the scariest, most daunting adventure ever.
i’m crying because i chose me. closed a cycle. but now i’m finding me. i thought choosing myself was hard and painful? well, finding me is the scariest, most daunting adventure ever.
i cry because i’m scared of the power. they say my energy is of the sun. that’s why i am the divine sol goddess. but
the Sun is overwhelming. not to be touched, gotten close to or even stared at. because it’s just that powerful. it’s to be observed from a distance.
the Sun is overwhelming. not to be touched, gotten close to or even stared at. because it’s just that powerful. it’s to be observed from a distance.
that’s what i’d like to do with her but in observing her from a distance i shy away from my same energy. how do i grow into empowerment if i shy away from the power of others? i guess we will wait & see. because it’s only begun and i feel fear just keeping her near.