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So a year ago today I got cheated on and then left for the guy she cheated with and it really destroyed the image I had of myself and how I viewed and valued myself. It had me wondering why I wasn’t enough and what did he have that I didn’t (1/?)
I was left feeling like no one truly liked me bc why should they? Today, a year later, my life is completely different and I still carry some of that baggage with me today but I have found so many more joys to life and reasons to smile and laugh (2/?)
Whilst I still have bad times, I’m doing so much better and I couldn’t be more grateful for the people that have helped me along the way. Whether that’s been friends or characters in TV shows or actors from TV shows, you have all been an important part of my life the last (3/?)
Year and have helped me massively in not only getting back to myself, but growing even more, to the point that I’m now doing even better than I was before the relationship even started and I’m just very emotional about it all so I would just like to tag you all, (4/?)
whether you’ve known me for years or only since then or even are a recent addition. Thank you so much for making me the happiest I’ve ever been 
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Red heart" aria-label="Emoji: Red heart"> OKAY THATS ALL I’LL STOP NOW SORRY (tags in next tweet sorry there may be a lot but I wanna spread the love and positivity) (5/)
I lied I want to post my happiness glow up first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday
idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday" title="I lied I want to post my happiness glow up first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday">
idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday" title="I lied I want to post my happiness glow up first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday">
idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday" title="I lied I want to post my happiness glow up first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday">
idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday" title="I lied I want to post my happiness glow up first https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> idk if you can tell but I was on holiday trying to pretend I was okay for my parents’ sake but I was just so gravely unhappy even though I was on my dream trip for my birthday">
Okay now for me looking my absolute happiest with my favourite people in no particular order just the one I find them in
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( @alwaysearp can’t be tagged)
These two women have been a huge part of my journey this last year (and before) and have given me some of the best advice and inspiration https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💛" title="Yellow heart" aria-label="Emoji: Yellow heart"> thank you so much, it means the world to me
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@melkatsmcgrath I have so many pictures with you I’m sure but I can’t find them on my mess of a phone I PROMISE I DIDNT FORGET ABOUT YOU THOUGH BITCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU
The utopia falls fandom is so new in my life but it has also brought me the biggest smiles and laughs recently and brought @missmollybruton and @ajskanbskas (plus loads more people) into my life, whilst making me closer with @lotzofavalance
So thank you so much to the whole @UtopiaFallsTV cast, I’m looking at you @HumberlyG @devynnekoda12 @RobynAlomar @hereisphillip @mickeeynguyen @robsgk @akieljulien (sorry I know this thread is a lot but it’s super important to me I LOVE Y’ALL)
I have missed so many people but please know that if I’ve had any interactions with you in the last year then you are VERY MUCH included in this thread! I’m so sorry it was so long and A LOT but I really wanted to share with everyone and acknowledge how grateful I am to everyone!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH IM GETTING OVERLY SOPPY AND MAKING A BIG DEAL OF WHAT’S PROBABLY NOTHING BC ITS 4AM BUT THANK YOU (this was just me laughing at my dumbass shaving my eyebrow the other day but the light is back in my eyes and it makes me so happy)
(Psst @JessOTY01 send me the happiest pics of us please bc they were on my old phone but you’ve been with me this whole time and I certainly didn’t forget you, I love you so much you little shit)
