oh i am very tired of pretending to be someone i am not in order to satisfy the greatest amount of people that see me as if my personality and existence is a product to be consumed and examined i am tired of putting myself under the concrete and being stepped upon and spat on

i am going through a severe personal crisis. it's been impeding my college work and my mental process. i have isolated myself away from a lot of people who are my friends. i am sorry if you are my friend and are noticing my distancing from you.

i tried to keep this on my vent account but i wanted to make this thread to make my followers aware of my current state. you are uncomfortable with me in this state, please unfollow / softblock / block. i don't want to disturb anyone's comfort.