typing then deleting and typing again asking someone for a letter of rec makes me feel like I’m in high school texting my crush this is STRESSFUL

exclamation point? Overused. And it’s not “not a big deal” because it is. But if I use a period is that bitchy? I don’t wanna be pushy. But I need this. I’ll wait? No I need it in a month. Emoji? Is that childish? Or does it cancel the “pushy” that maybe she’ll sense. Or not

When I finally sent it I screamed and threw my phone on the bed and ran away because I’m 25 and still cringe asking people for mildly inconvenient favors