Having had a soldier hospitalized this Easter weekend for attempted suicide and having visited him today and hearing the total, lack of compassion, and understanding from his squadmates, and immediate superiors I'm fuming and I wonder what they would think if they knew I had

such a moment at one point in my life, and it's just not one single thing that drives a person to such contemplation but a build-up of many emotional and physical traumas and the failure is not his, he's not flawed or weak..the failure is ours for not seeing how much he was

hurting and stepping up for him...and I can't with any of them right now