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bitch this is my ex/whatever he was. i literally made him a priority for a good 6+ months and he was posting vids of himself making out w drunk girls on sc. i got a bf that actually calls himself that now
funny thing is that i just stopped talking to him bc he let me down for the last time. he didn’t try to hmu for months, texted my sister because i had him blocked on an old acct two months after i blocked him talking abt my sis and i being crazy bitches and how i dropped him lol
he hmu end of summer and was talking about how he misses me and wanted to see me. i said ok but i have 2 take a shower he tried to get me to do it at his house. i was greasy so i said no. i literally took less than ten minutes and he had already left
and b4 that he pulled shit like this so many times. i literally had to take a bus to his house out of town to see him-and twice we made plans for me to do that and he just wasn’t there. didn’t show up until 10-11 one night after “passing out” after taking a dab
and ik people can react diff....but i smoked w him several times and he never passed out. just played video games until like 9 pm lmao while i watched. or he’d say shit like his dad wanted him home. he’s 28
he would always tell me he was moving and leaving to diff places, like his sister or mexico or cali and i would never see him again. at first he tried to say i should come with him but he didn’t expect me to want to do that ended rq lmao
tbc he would never actually leave. one time he went to a town 15 miles away, posted a pic of the hills on sc, and said he was leaving to mexico. one time he actually did go to cali but it was to pick his dad up and he did come back. he showed up at DQ in DT and said hi. no text
the day i decided to let my internalized homophobia take over and convince me to date cis men was the day my life rlly went downhill. i rlly hated myself huh. am still dating a cis man but i really got very lucky in that he’s the only cis man i will probably ever trust
like.....i’m bisexual but rarely attracted to cis men. very very rarely. the fact that i had sex with the people i did while i was heavy dealing with that is like wow i feel bad for her. idk why i can’t accept that i love women and i always will lol i don’t even think it’s wrong.
oh also that man? his mom couldn’t even speak english and i can speak very little spanish (i can understand a bit tho) but she still tried to look out for me and was so sweet. she treated me better than my mom did-she told me we should just be friends after he didn’t show up
she gave me mangos. i love her. his ass can rot in hell tho
oh YEAH also a stupid reason i kept staying with him in the first place? bc he was so wildly homophobic towards me and i thought i could...idk. conversion therapy doesn’t work but i find myself thinking about it often. imma get off this thread
