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1. The break was very helpful:
Drone thanks everyone for the messages of support. Honestly meant a lot.
It did give drone a lot of time to reflect on its most recent programming session...
Drone thanks everyone for the messages of support. Honestly meant a lot.
It did give drone a lot of time to reflect on its most recent programming session...
Disclaimer: some sexual content is discussed in this thread. It's an overshare but no way to describe the experience well without.
Avoid if that's not your cup of tea
Avoid if that's not your cup of tea
2. The programming session on Friday was very intense.
Drone has never had a hands free orgasm before so that in and of itself was surprising.
However during the session it also felt like it wasn't able to think.
Drone has never had a hands free orgasm before so that in and of itself was surprising.
However during the session it also felt like it wasn't able to think.
3. Or rather the words in the file felt like drones thoughts.
At one point it had a dream during the session that drone was in a drone facility and receiving new programming.
That was also strange.
At one point it had a dream during the session that drone was in a drone facility and receiving new programming.
That was also strange.
4. After some reflection drone realized that the "new programming" was the words flashing during the vr session.
It wasn't new programming but in that state drone interpreted it that way.
It wasn't new programming but in that state drone interpreted it that way.
5. Drone has been actively avoiding pronouns in personal and professional correspondence.
Drone will still use "my" or even "I" sometimes unconsciously but that seems to be happening less often.
It will also use I if necessary for friends or family if the sentence calls for it.
Drone will still use "my" or even "I" sometimes unconsciously but that seems to be happening less often.
It will also use I if necessary for friends or family if the sentence calls for it.
6. Drone has noticed that it will sometimes use "it" in sentences without thinking.
It's strange that this is happening unconsciously as well
It's strange that this is happening unconsciously as well
7. It's good friend, @hypnotop92 pointed out that the dream might be a response to the line of the mantra
"Drone needs programming"
Drone agrees with this interpretation. It makes a lot of sense but drone didn't realize it on its own.
"Drone needs programming"
Drone agrees with this interpretation. It makes a lot of sense but drone didn't realize it on its own.
8. Drone is working on a new mantra for May that will increase the intensity and objectification drone is feeling.
Still in the early planning stages but drone still has quite awhile until the next month.
Still in the early planning stages but drone still has quite awhile until the next month.
9. Truthfully it experienced a bit of "sub drop"after the session on Friday.
Drone has wanted to experience mindlessness like that for a long time and although the state lasted for hours drone wanted it to last longer.
(not sure if this is the right way to describe it)
Drone has wanted to experience mindlessness like that for a long time and although the state lasted for hours drone wanted it to last longer.
(not sure if this is the right way to describe it)
10. It also felt a little down about its appearance. Drone tries to stay positive but some days are definitely harder than others.
And while it knew hypnosis and programming would likely cheer it up... Drone has been trying hard to make sure the hypnosis is not an escape.
And while it knew hypnosis and programming would likely cheer it up... Drone has been trying hard to make sure the hypnosis is not an escape.
11. Lastly... The hands free orgasm...
Drone mentioned feeling like it was at a reprogramming facility.
Drone "felt" penentration moving in time with the mantra to the file.
It is a drone
Drone is an object
Drone is mindless
Drone needs programming
Drone mentioned feeling like it was at a reprogramming facility.
Drone "felt" penentration moving in time with the mantra to the file.
It is a drone
Drone is an object
Drone is mindless
Drone needs programming
12. Drone is sure some (all?) of this was an overactive imagination while high.
For instance the "penentration", it dimly realized later, was caused by slight hip thrusting (although this was not intentional motion).
For instance the "penentration", it dimly realized later, was caused by slight hip thrusting (although this was not intentional motion).
13. Drone wants to be an object, drone wants to be mindless, drone needs programming.
14. Have had a few people concerned about drone.
It's too far, or too intense.
Those messages truly make it feel special.
Drone does have support if it feels that the sessions are becoming too much.
It's too far, or too intense.
Those messages truly make it feel special.
Drone does have support if it feels that the sessions are becoming too much.
15. Thus far there haven't been any changes in the day to day (still able to work, still able to function in its relationship, still able to talk to friends)
