returning back to your regular ways after something devastates you & your perception of your life is the quickest way to disrespect the order of the universe lol cause something was meant to be lifted from you.

the things you fight to hold onto after devastation is your Truth.

devastation is death. it’s a full stop. it’d be the same as reincarnating to another life & choosing what you want to bring with you from the last one.

that same power sits with you in this lifetime it’s just perspective ion know

people subconsciously try to simulate that same self power with romantic relationships by going from person to person, learning from each one just to be able to say “i know what i like” in the end then use that info to settle with a “soulmate” lol. same shit but goodnight