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just hits fucking differently...
- a thread of how zero o& #39;clock affects me in a way
just hits fucking differently...
- a thread of how zero o& #39;clock affects me in a way
let me talk about the first verse:
"you know those days
those days where you& #39;re sad for no reason
those days where your bodyβ isβ heavy"
throughout my teenagers, there are a lot of times i felt like this, my body feels heavy, as if i didn& #39;t want to get up from bed++
"you know those days
those days where you& #39;re sad for no reason
those days where your bodyβ isβ heavy"
throughout my teenagers, there are a lot of times i felt like this, my body feels heavy, as if i didn& #39;t want to get up from bed++
++when i first read of these few phrases/verse, it immediately made me think of those days, i& #39;ve been sleeping 8 hrs, sometimes i would sleep more than that, yet everytime i wake up, i feel a lot more tired, and I didn& #39;t want another day to deal with
++
"and it looksβ like everyone else except you isβ busy and fierce
my feet won& #39;t set off, though it seems like I& #39;m already too late
i& #39;m hateful of the whole world"
i mostly felt like this on my college days, everyone is so full of themselves, they knew what to do++
"and it looksβ like everyone else except you isβ busy and fierce
my feet won& #39;t set off, though it seems like I& #39;m already too late
i& #39;m hateful of the whole world"
i mostly felt like this on my college days, everyone is so full of themselves, they knew what to do++
++they exactly knew what they want, their day is moving without hesitation, while i& #39;m just right here not being able to get up because the first thing i do when i wake up is question my whole existence, time has stopped for me++
++and it seems like if i try to get up and focus on something, I feel like everyone& #39;s ahead of me, i feel lost, like i& #39;m the last one to finish this marathon, or will i ever finish it?++
++ (verse 2)
"yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps
my heart grows crumpled and my words lessen
why the hell? I ran so hard
oh why to me"
everyone& #39;s encouraging me to open up
"hey i& #39;m here if you want someone to talk to"
but everytime i try to speak a word++
"yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps
my heart grows crumpled and my words lessen
why the hell? I ran so hard
oh why to me"
everyone& #39;s encouraging me to open up
"hey i& #39;m here if you want someone to talk to"
but everytime i try to speak a word++
++nothing comes out, my emotions would take over, i would cry and gonna be able to talk, just as what as the verse said "my heart grows crumpled and my words are lessen" and i would question myself, what the hell did i do to deserve this feeling?
++
++
not gonna be able to talk**
++ (pre-chorus)
"come home and lie in bed
thinking if it was my fault?
dizzy night, looking at the clock
soon it will be midnight"
another day has ended, i walked back to my bed like i always did. always trying to sleep but my mind is always been filled with thoughts++
"come home and lie in bed
thinking if it was my fault?
dizzy night, looking at the clock
soon it will be midnight"
another day has ended, i walked back to my bed like i always did. always trying to sleep but my mind is always been filled with thoughts++
++sad thoughts, things that makes me question myself. at night, it seems like staring at the ceiling has always been my hobby, checking my phone from time to time, until i wouldn& #39;t realized that it& #39;s already been midnight..++
++i would beg myself in my brain, "please let me sleep"
"just stop overthinking and let me sleep"
i spoke those words in my mind, hoping that the pain would stop when i finally have fallen asleep++
"just stop overthinking and let me sleep"
i spoke those words in my mind, hoping that the pain would stop when i finally have fallen asleep++
++
"will something be different?
it won& #39;t be something like that
but this day will be over
when the minute and second hands overlap
the world holds its breath for a little while
zero oβclock"
i& #39;ve always thought that if i finally fell asleep, atleast the pain would subside for+
"will something be different?
it won& #39;t be something like that
but this day will be over
when the minute and second hands overlap
the world holds its breath for a little while
zero oβclock"
i& #39;ve always thought that if i finally fell asleep, atleast the pain would subside for+
++ a while,
when tomorrow comes, it will be the same again, nothing will be different, but atleast i can say to myself that another day was over, and finally i survived another fucking day of my distress++
when tomorrow comes, it will be the same again, nothing will be different, but atleast i can say to myself that another day was over, and finally i survived another fucking day of my distress++
++ and as the song goes, it will be always like that
the days are similar, and i will always hope that a better day will come
and then the chorus goes:
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
like that snow that just settled down
let& #39;s breathe, like the first time"
the days are similar, and i will always hope that a better day will come
and then the chorus goes:
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
like that snow that just settled down
let& #39;s breathe, like the first time"
++maybe hoping to be born once again, as if breathing for the first time, they said, in a different life, with me being a lot happier..
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
turn this all around
when everything is new, zero o& #39; clock"
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
turn this all around
when everything is new, zero o& #39; clock"
++ i& #39;ve always been wanting to be born differently, hoping not to experience all that, i wanted everything to be new, and i relate to this song a whole lot that& #39;s why sometimes i couldn& #39;t even listen to it because it only made me cry++
++it makes me think about those days as i described above this thread, the verses hurts a lot, especially the chorus because until now i& #39;m still wishing to be a lot happier where i know i& #39;m moving my own way, not being caught up, and not feeling lost.++
++ whenever i listen to this song, it feels like it& #39;s speaking up for me, like all the days i could& #39;ve told anyone what i feel, everything& #39;s just in there, the lyrics and the vibe, it feels like it& #39;s speaking up for me. ever since it was released, whenever i listen to this,++
++ especially when i have my earphones on, i feel like i& #39;m talking to myself, it makes my heart melt, just like right now.++
++
zero o& #39;clock is one of those songs that i love, one of my favorites, but i could not listen to it everytime, there are just some mood that I want to hear it, but not every damn time.
zero o& #39;clock is one of those songs that i love, one of my favorites, but i could not listen to it everytime, there are just some mood that I want to hear it, but not every damn time.
