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just hits fucking differently...
- a thread of how zero o'clock affects me in a way
just hits fucking differently...
- a thread of how zero o'clock affects me in a way
let me talk about the first verse:
"you know those days
those days where you're sad for no reason
those days where your bodyβ isβ heavy"
throughout my teenagers, there are a lot of times i felt like this, my body feels heavy, as if i didn't want to get up from bed++
"you know those days
those days where you're sad for no reason
those days where your bodyβ isβ heavy"
throughout my teenagers, there are a lot of times i felt like this, my body feels heavy, as if i didn't want to get up from bed++
++when i first read of these few phrases/verse, it immediately made me think of those days, i've been sleeping 8 hrs, sometimes i would sleep more than that, yet everytime i wake up, i feel a lot more tired, and I didn't want another day to deal with
++
"and it looksβ like everyone else except you isβ busy and fierce
my feet won't set off, though it seems like I'm already too late
i'm hateful of the whole world"
i mostly felt like this on my college days, everyone is so full of themselves, they knew what to do++
"and it looksβ like everyone else except you isβ busy and fierce
my feet won't set off, though it seems like I'm already too late
i'm hateful of the whole world"
i mostly felt like this on my college days, everyone is so full of themselves, they knew what to do++
++they exactly knew what they want, their day is moving without hesitation, while i'm just right here not being able to get up because the first thing i do when i wake up is question my whole existence, time has stopped for me++
++and it seems like if i try to get up and focus on something, I feel like everyone's ahead of me, i feel lost, like i'm the last one to finish this marathon, or will i ever finish it?++
++ (verse 2)
"yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps
my heart grows crumpled and my words lessen
why the hell? I ran so hard
oh why to me"
everyone's encouraging me to open up
"hey i'm here if you want someone to talk to"
but everytime i try to speak a word++
"yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps
my heart grows crumpled and my words lessen
why the hell? I ran so hard
oh why to me"
everyone's encouraging me to open up
"hey i'm here if you want someone to talk to"
but everytime i try to speak a word++
++nothing comes out, my emotions would take over, i would cry and gonna be able to talk, just as what as the verse said "my heart grows crumpled and my words are lessen" and i would question myself, what the hell did i do to deserve this feeling?
++
++
not gonna be able to talk**
++ (pre-chorus)
"come home and lie in bed
thinking if it was my fault?
dizzy night, looking at the clock
soon it will be midnight"
another day has ended, i walked back to my bed like i always did. always trying to sleep but my mind is always been filled with thoughts++
"come home and lie in bed
thinking if it was my fault?
dizzy night, looking at the clock
soon it will be midnight"
another day has ended, i walked back to my bed like i always did. always trying to sleep but my mind is always been filled with thoughts++
++sad thoughts, things that makes me question myself. at night, it seems like staring at the ceiling has always been my hobby, checking my phone from time to time, until i wouldn't realized that it's already been midnight..++
++i would beg myself in my brain, "please let me sleep"
"just stop overthinking and let me sleep"
i spoke those words in my mind, hoping that the pain would stop when i finally have fallen asleep++
"just stop overthinking and let me sleep"
i spoke those words in my mind, hoping that the pain would stop when i finally have fallen asleep++
++
"will something be different?
it won't be something like that
but this day will be over
when the minute and second hands overlap
the world holds its breath for a little while
zero oβclock"
i've always thought that if i finally fell asleep, atleast the pain would subside for+
"will something be different?
it won't be something like that
but this day will be over
when the minute and second hands overlap
the world holds its breath for a little while
zero oβclock"
i've always thought that if i finally fell asleep, atleast the pain would subside for+
++ a while,
when tomorrow comes, it will be the same again, nothing will be different, but atleast i can say to myself that another day was over, and finally i survived another fucking day of my distress++
when tomorrow comes, it will be the same again, nothing will be different, but atleast i can say to myself that another day was over, and finally i survived another fucking day of my distress++
++ and as the song goes, it will be always like that
the days are similar, and i will always hope that a better day will come
and then the chorus goes:
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
like that snow that just settled down
let's breathe, like the first time"
the days are similar, and i will always hope that a better day will come
and then the chorus goes:
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
like that snow that just settled down
let's breathe, like the first time"
++maybe hoping to be born once again, as if breathing for the first time, they said, in a different life, with me being a lot happier..
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
turn this all around
when everything is new, zero o' clock"
"and you gonna be happy
and you gonna be happy
turn this all around
when everything is new, zero o' clock"
++ i've always been wanting to be born differently, hoping not to experience all that, i wanted everything to be new, and i relate to this song a whole lot that's why sometimes i couldn't even listen to it because it only made me cry++
++it makes me think about those days as i described above this thread, the verses hurts a lot, especially the chorus because until now i'm still wishing to be a lot happier where i know i'm moving my own way, not being caught up, and not feeling lost.++
++ whenever i listen to this song, it feels like it's speaking up for me, like all the days i could've told anyone what i feel, everything's just in there, the lyrics and the vibe, it feels like it's speaking up for me. ever since it was released, whenever i listen to this,++
++ especially when i have my earphones on, i feel like i'm talking to myself, it makes my heart melt, just like right now.++
++
zero o'clock is one of those songs that i love, one of my favorites, but i could not listen to it everytime, there are just some mood that I want to hear it, but not every damn time.
zero o'clock is one of those songs that i love, one of my favorites, but i could not listen to it everytime, there are just some mood that I want to hear it, but not every damn time.
