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#DearNamjoon my friend used to write you daily messages. I wondered if you missed them as much as I do. We're all having a hard time with this quarantine, and I think the past few months have been harder on her than she let's on. So in her stead, I'll start some letters. @BTS_twt
#DearNamjoon tonight I watched "A Silent Voice" - it made me think about the connections we have to people, and how often we forget to communicate what is most important. honestly, making that effort to share those precious emotions is so important. it made me thankful. @BTS_twt
#DearNamjoon my friend found strength to post again! i think I'll keep going tho, if that's ok? Today was uneventful, except that I decided to dye my hair for the first time. I lost my job recently and I figured since I don't have to worry about dress codes, why not? @BTS_twt
#DearNamjoon it's funny how a relatively boring day can become a sad one. being alone like this leaves you with your thoughts too much...... and by the time midnight rolls past it's not uncommon to find myself staring into oblivion wondering what im doing on this planet. @BTS_twt
#DearNamjoon do you ever suddenly feel disconnected from yourself? as if observing yourself from the outside? like 'wow is this really who i am?' yet somehow i still have people who truly love me. guess im blessed. wish i were blessed enough to catch 
in animal crossing tho lol
in animal crossing tho lol
#DearNamjoon tonight is dark again. ive been wondering if i know what love is at all. just when i think i have the answer, it floats away again. for so long ive wanted that"love"..... now i think it's something I don't want at all. friends, family, pets- that love must be enough.
#DearNamjoon today was really weird, as I've been delirious while trying to fix my sleep schedule (i am failing miserably haha) so i decided that i wanted to focus on something happier today. in that spirit, here is a rare photo of my hyperactive pup queso being sleepy.
#DearNamjoon My friend is not well again. she puts on a brave face in her letters to you, but i am not like her. how is it that you turn up in her dream saying you will be coming, and then go online? i know it's irrational to be mad at you, and im sorry, but i am. you're her moon
#DearNamjoon perhaps my earlier tweet was too rash.... i wanted to repot my tiny succulent and show her to you as an apology (you're a plant fan, right?) but it seems ive misplaced the soil.... im quite forgetful and clumsy haha. i suppose you'll have to wait! @BTS_twt
#DearNamjoon Migraine today- but i also unlocked the abel sisters in acnh & was able to download an Arizona Green Tea kimono- nothing like running around a virtual island dressed as one of your favorite canned teas lol & my friend was happy to see you so i can't be mad anymore 
#DearNamjoon I don't know why im trying so hard to write these. one thing is for sure, im really bad at sharing my day. whatever i do in my day to day, really im just in my head, and these don't reflect that well anymore. so im gonna write poems instead. sorry to burden this tag.
#DearNamjoon
tectonic lament
fallacies ill spent
correlated prophecies
driven to portend
dodecadary elevation
silt sophic illustration
maledicted implication
of this "democratic" nation
//today's a moth's story
tectonic lament
fallacies ill spent
correlated prophecies
driven to portend
dodecadary elevation
silt sophic illustration
maledicted implication
of this "democratic" nation
//today's a moth's story
#DearNamjoon
trepidation
waiting for elation
mass produced inflation of
our hearts' last motivation
dedication
redacted education
missed the mark and turned
around to see my
elevation
//today's a moth's story
trepidation
waiting for elation
mass produced inflation of
our hearts' last motivation
dedication
redacted education
missed the mark and turned
around to see my
elevation
//today's a moth's story
#DearNamjoon
this song is 30 years old now... and i probably haven't heard it in 20 years. the sound is dated, but the words are not. funny how music can come back to us to comfort us when we need it most.
this song is 30 years old now... and i probably haven't heard it in 20 years. the sound is dated, but the words are not. funny how music can come back to us to comfort us when we need it most.
#DearNamjoon i have so much to do and yet can't bring myself to do any of it. much of it is vitally important. yet I can't lift a finger to attend to one task....
i don't know that i can write a poem today.
my words have also ground to a halt.
i don't know that i can write a poem today.
my words have also ground to a halt.
#DearNamjoon i think I'll leave this thread here for now. Really, my friend has been keeping up with hers so, until she can't write again, I'll leave this on standby. this was just to cover her gaps, anyway. I think I'll keep writing crappy poems here tho haha. take care, kid!
