tw for eating disorders fyi

the anorexia/bulimia crap i dealt with really badly in middle school/freshman year has severely messed up my body.

being warm during winter? nope. being warm during summer? definitely not.

and i have a common disease called osgood schlatters now - in my case, my bones grew the way they were supposed to, but my muscles were weakened by the lack of nutrients. i& #39;m dealing with a LOT of chronic pain now basically.

and it hurt my relationship with two of my female cousins. our relationship was already strained as it was. but during that time they were already dealing with body dysmorphia. we just looked each other and saw what we thought was better than our own individual selves.

in a sick way, i was doing it for attention, because people finally noticed me.. even if it was out of pity.

(last one) the worst part is eating disorders don& #39;t just go away. i will always be recovering, and it will always be difficult in one way or another.

**i guess this thread is just to share what i know personally about eating disorders**