NOT A SHIP THREAD-
cw/tw for (possibly) dysphoria-inducing stuff, mentions of abusive ex-boyfriend (who is also trans), mentions of Very Not Vanilla kinks/fetishes (including knives/bodily harm), and me coming to terms with my gender identity n shit
i'll tag if i forget stuff

okay yeah so hi, if you didn't know i'm trans (i use he/him pronouns but they/them is also okay n you can use neopronouns for me if you'd like as well, i'm open to anything except feminine pronouns)
i'm also gay. i might not be gay but dudes are just really fuckin hot

anyways i got out of a two-year-long incredibly abusive and manipulative relationship back in early march/late february (i don't remember, everything this year has been a blur)
i'm gonna call him "rob" for this thread
so rob is about a year and a half older than me

i was in a really mentally bad place when we started dating, i was actually the one to ask him out (one of our mutual friends told me to ask him out because she knew that he and i liked eachother)
so i ask him out, things are going well, and about 4 months in, he brings up sex