TW/self harm: i’ve been very hesitant to post this but i hope this ends up helping someone. at the beginning of today i ad been one month free of self harm. i was so unbelievably proud of myself bc it’s something i’ve been struggling with since the beginning of this year+.

fast forward to a couple hours later i am no longer a month clean.i feel like should’ve had the power to control my urges and not do it but i gave in. it’s really hard bc even though you know you have people you can reach out to it’s easier to just harm yourself instead+.

the point i’m trying to make with this thread is if anyone on here who sees this whether you are my moot or and you are going to the same issues please reach out. i know it’s hard and draining but you have to do it. DO NOT HARM YOURSELF it’s just a temporary solution.+

i hope i’m able to come on here next month be a month clean until then i love everyone who sees this. you are so much stronger than your urges please do not hurt yourself! you are stronger than you think and pain is temporary. i love you <3