Ayr I& #39;ll come out and say

I deactivated cause I feel like I have no sense of anything here, I have a couple good friends, the rest of yall annoy me and tease me relentlessly, and now with this whole "men suck" thing it& #39;s never been a worse time to be here, this websites -

In shambles and I don& #39;t know if I can or will stay here, no one here is willing to calm there shit, everyone acts like their opinon is God and its sickening, I am here for my friends, but I float in a boat in a raging black ocean, I will tip over the smallest thing, don& #39;t push-

Me, I see everyone constantly fighting and it& #39;s fucking tiring, MF I& #39;M 14 and I know yall are acting like kids, are you okay in the fuckin head? I don& #39;t wanna block everyone who annoys me, I will prolly mute them, but, just know as I am rn this isn& #39;t a good time -

And people have come and asked me "YOOO YOU OKAY?" and I genuinely appreciate it, but see no one sticks around, you come along sometimes, and that& #39;s fine, but as I am rn I need company, not just from Bella, not just from 2/3 people, that& #39;s lonely, I can& #39;t stand it, it& #39;s cold

People forget that just cause I& #39;m this kid who likes to tell mildly funny jokes, that I& #39;m just a dude, and this shit is taxing the fuck out my mind, so please know, that I am NOT doing great, and I& #39;d appreciate, like I& #39;d actually GENUINELY APPRECIATE IT, if you interacted more-

cause I& #39;m super lonely, and I need people

If you read to the end of this thread, thank you very much, I love you