I don& #39;t know what to do and just feel so lost and that there is no point and the i feel sad and all alone and maybe i should end it but I can& #39;t there is only one reason for me not to leave and that is bts they only just begun their journey what should I do I can& #39;t I really can& #39;t

Namjoon once said : it& #39;s okay to shed a tear but don& #39;t you tear yourself he also said : Don& #39;t you give up your life and he wants me to love myself I feel like I keep disappointing him like I do with everyone else

Sorry for wasting your time nobody really cares right i& #39;m sorry