the past 3 years have been the hardest years of my life but the last year has definitely been the hardest. this quarantine has brought me to a breaking point i didn't think i had and some days keep surpassing that point.

i don't really know the point of this thread. i guess putting sentences into the void for better or worse. i've lost a lot the last year. a lot of which has caused me to completely isolate myself from everyone and i'm kind of at a loss of what to do.

i've definitely lost myself and it's hard to feel really depersonalized everyday and not really have an understanding on how to fix that.