I’m just talking into an abyss when I get in my feels like this, but I really don’t feel like myself anymore. I’m a shell of who I once was. Everyone just expects the world from me and I get spit on. I’m the definition of mediocrity. I cant seem to make anyone happy, not even me.

Nobody cares about my problems. Nobody reaches out. Nobody thinks twice. I’m always wrong. I’m always the fuck up. Just one big ole, drunk disappointment.

And I’ll delete this thread and nobody will say a word. They’ll pretend like they never saw it, and move along. I don’t blame them tho

If I saw me, I probably wouldn’t wanna help either...