I think 9-5 jobs are what I excel at, but I don’t know how much longer I can cope with office stress, but I don’t have any entrepreneurial ideas I’m interested in. FML, mehn. FML.

I’m constantly on the verge of breaking down and I’m always scared that one day, I’ll lose it

Maybe I’ll scream at a superior, slam my computer on the ground and just damn the consequences of unemployment

Or maybe even worse

I don’t know how to get this feeling of being on the brink of absolute chaos to go away. I know it’s not only work that plays a part in it but it’s a trigger.

It’s like I’m always chasing something that will make my life better, that will make me truly and perpetually happy. But it never gets better for too long. Calmness & happiness come but fleetingly; and before I know it, I’m standing on the edge again about to tip right over.

I’m tired. Tired of it. Tired of trying to explain it to people who never get it. Tired.

And I don’t know how this thread spiralled all the way here but yeah. FML.