it has been one year since i was add to the ffc groupchat, and i wanted to celebrate the occasion with a thread on how much these rats mean to me and how they made my life better
just before i was added into ffc, it was one of the biggest pits in my life so far. i was extremely suicidal and had just came out of a mental hospital after staying there for two weeks. i was on medication for my depression and seeing a therapist, but i lost a lot of my friends
i don't remember why, but a shrot time before my graduation i decided to make a twitter account. i added my friend therin, and after we dm'd each other and caught up, they added me to this gc that would make me the happiest rat and give me the love and support i needed
@AdrianLeewayne is one of my bestest friens ever
prior to ffc i had trouble attaching myself to other people and was constantly paranoid that all of my friends either hated me or only talked to me because they didn't have a choice. but rats like adriman made me feel like i...

...could love again and let people get close to me
i adriman was one of the first few people that i could let my walls down around, and i felt like they were one of my first genuine friends in a while. i'm glad i met adriman because now i have someone to talk about my...

...obscure interests and hobbies with and not feel like an idiot or that they hated me or something. everyone needs an adriman in their life 




@sydvivyd has my entire tiny rat heart
they always give me kissies on vc and they always make me feel seen and loved
their animal pics make me happy, but seeing them and listening to them talk makes me da happiest of all
they have very soft voice and it makes me go -w-



syd is the friend that i wished that i had growing up
i feel safe around syd and they're a good listener and they always wanna help me or other rats. i hope syd knows that they mean da world to me and they're my bestest friend

@shadymandias is a frien that makes my heart go pitta patta like soft rat paws. we have been brought closer due to our love of kpop girls, and i always get excite to talk to them all da time. they make me laugh and i like how they go hehehe, and they have the finest moscle
to get through the thread quicker, im gonna have to cram all my words of love into one tweet. dm me to get director's cut full essay on how much i love you uwu
@MARRlSEY means so much to me that i simplee cannot express in a single tweet (but im gonna). jamsoul helped me boost my confidence and learn to break down my walls. jam is one of the smartest and coolest people i know, and i wanna be just like them when i grow up.
@amarahaveenaaa love is stored in the rat. specifically this rat right here. amarah is the sweetest and most loving people that i know, and she's da funniest person alive on top of that. the world doesnt deserve a person as great as amarah, but im glad that i was able to know her
@nighto_ it might be redundant to keep mentioning that da ppl in this thread are pretty and funny, BUT ITS TRUE! dey has talent that i can only dream of. they're an inspiration for me to keep improving my artistic rat crafts, and they inspire me to be pretty and cool.