But irl I'm so different. Like, if you do me wrong you are CANCELLED for life (I'm a scorpio if you couldn't tell).
Apparently I have no sense of reality when watching anime / reading manga. I'm kinda ashamed of myself. https://twitter.com/porkcutlethoe/status/1249423696290361344

Examples:
- [GIVEN MANGA SPOILERS] Akihiko's attempt of raping Haruki knowing fully well that Haruki is in love with him and has nothing to do with his frustration.
I felt really weird after reading this but as Akihiko was forgiven, I forgave him too? And I really shipped them...

like I always had that in the back of the head and wasn't okay with what he did but they were cute together?
it really took me a tiktok criticizing it to slap myself
(this just adds to the list that my opinions get easily influenced by others lol)

- [OWARI NO SERAPH MANGA SPOILERS ish]
Guren !! like yeah man, he fine as hell but what he's doing atm?? CHAPTER 89??? like I understand why I loved him while rewatching the anime and I guess while reading the manga I was just blind and didn't want to process everything

but then he really reminds me of V from mysticmess !! he too fights all his promises on his own and keeps secrets from their friends to protect them...but I really don't get what he's thinking...but I hope we'll get more insight on that in future chapters

I kinda don't want to give up on him yet...
but I'm reading is backstory rn!! (waiting for vol. 3-5 to arrive hehe) and he deserved better :(
but tbh, i like shinya better than 16 year old guren OOP

- killing stalking but I think we all relate
that manhwa just fucks you up mentally, but you get where they're coming from. they weren't born this way - the world made them like this. felt weird that I sometimes shipped them and the end really hurt...