I don’t think I can do IG and YouTube stuff Anymore. It’s crazy how mean people are. People are really mean and I know I shouldn’t care but truth be told I just am very self conscious and thin skinned. someone like that shouldn’t be on social media like how I am. -

Like I absolutely understand I sound like a little bitch and like boohoo just don’t read comments and don’t read DMs but I just am not like that so I don’t think I belong on there. I’m tired of reading that I look like a boy and I’m tired of reading Anthony deserves better and-

I am tired of people telling me I shouldn’t be engaged. I’m tired of people telling me I gained a lot of weight. I’m tired of people being mean. I read all my comments and DMs and I just can’t. Unfortunately mentally I just am not there to be able to deal with this stuff. -

And I know there are good people too and it makes me sad to think about how a few bad apples can fuck it all up but I’m tired of being mean to myself because of what people are saying. I’m sorry I’m venting to everyone On here. I just hate how mean people are. It sucks.

Long story short, I read all the comments and DMs and I have feelings ): and they’re hurt. I’m so over it.