i have this toxic attitude where i think lowly of myself. i didn& #39;t really have supportive people around me. this insecurity, it started when my family started saying that i& #39;m not smart and beautiful enough, and i& #39;m the black sheep of the family.

but i didnt let their words get through me. but as I grow older, having realizations abt myself, their are a lot of certain times that i agree to them, that i wasnt enough. becoz of that i often compare myself to others & sometimes, it results to me having a fight with others

and it did really have a big impact in my life, especially in my confidence and self-esteem. hell, im even scared to post my selfies in diff. social medias.

becaise of my insecurity, i also lost of my bestfriend. and now that i see her living her life to the fullest, i suddenly feel jealous of her which i know is wrong. that& #39;s why im writing this thread. i just want to my insecurities out of my shoulders, and by doing this thread

i can get my mind off the rails and i think it will help me think clearly and be on the right way.