i have this toxic attitude where i think lowly of myself. i didn't really have supportive people around me. this insecurity, it started when my family started saying that i'm not smart and beautiful enough, and i'm the black sheep of the family.
but i didnt let their words get through me. but as I grow older, having realizations abt myself, their are a lot of certain times that i agree to them, that i wasnt enough. becoz of that i often compare myself to others & sometimes, it results to me having a fight with others
and it did really have a big impact in my life, especially in my confidence and self-esteem. hell, im even scared to post my selfies in diff. social medias.
becaise of my insecurity, i also lost of my bestfriend. and now that i see her living her life to the fullest, i suddenly feel jealous of her which i know is wrong. that's why im writing this thread. i just want to my insecurities out of my shoulders, and by doing this thread
i can get my mind off the rails and i think it will help me think clearly and be on the right way.