My (32m) girlfriend (28f) won& #39;t let me look in any closets in our house and when I ask about the murmuring voices she stares at me without blinking or breathing until I break eye contact, then walks up to me and whispers "you were never alive anyway." Am I invading her privacy?

You guys are making a lot of assumptions. She does usually breathe, and also blinks every few minutes. I think. It& #39;s not like I stare at her. That& #39;s not only rude, if I look at her too long I start to have visions of what I think is a potter& #39;s field under a shattered moon.

No, I don& #39;t remember when or how we met, or how long we& #39;ve been together or when she moved in with me. How is that relevant?

Stop focusing on the scarabs! This isn& #39;t about the scarabs, I just mentioned them for context. And I never said "swarm" I said they covered the floor of our bedroom. It& #39;s not a particularly large bedroom.

Because the closets and the scarabs and the sigils are just a tiny part of her personality, that& #39;s why. She jogs, she does something similar to gardening, and she knits. Or crochets. Whichever one has the wet yarn and the subvocal chanting.